Winter Blues

As Christmas falls upon us we have to remember that there are people in this world who are much less fortunate than we are and I just have to look around and look at the world the way it is and how it is and what’s it going to be and it’s disappointing sometimes, to be honest with you.
This morning I woke up and one of the things that I try not to do is I try not to listen to the news because it seems to me that the news only brings bad news nothing new and that our world is falling apart around our feet. I don’t know if there’s a solution at all, all I know is that think of our grandchildren that are going to grow up in a world that is much different than we live in today.
I remember as a boy Christmas being a magical time. I remember my parents and grandparents all getting together and celebrating the holidays at Christmas and New Year’s. I remember waking up and seeing gifts under the Christmas tree and remember having to eat breakfast dinner before we could open our presents and I had to be sure that I was going to eat everything that was on my plate, you drink your orange juice first and then your milk sack it doesn’t do it the other way around because you’ll get a sour stomach.
Just recently have become closer to God and it’s because of everything that I’ve been through it just seems more you know logical that I get to change my life and I get a second chance to maybe prove to my family and prove to God that my worth here on the planet in this world is worth something. I don’t know what tomorrow’s going to bring I have no clue but putting my faith in God and walking his path feels like a good thing that’s the path that I’m going to stay at and I’m not going to let anything stand in my way even evil comes walking down the street to destroy me God will always be there for me.
This entry will be short today because although there’s a lot that I want to say, I just honestly feel that I’ll have more to say in the coming days. We’re supposed to get hit with a very big snowstorm which will test everybody in which I’m hoping that it’ll just blow over and the weather people are just strong, but I don’t know if it wouldn’t surprise me that this would be the winner that will destroy a lot of people in their homes to the point where they will freeze to death I just will pray for the world but I will pray.